They found my dad dead Sunday when my sister went to take him lunch. He was laying face down on the kitchen floor. Heart attack is what they say happened.
My heart hurts so much. I keep thinking that maybe if someone was there something could of been done.
Everyone that had a part in who and what I am is gone. I feel like an orphan.
I'm emotionally, physically as well as mentally drained.
I'm shocked...
I hurt...
I feel so many things...
I see so many memories...
I feel so lost and alone...
I don't know what I feel...
Conflicting yes I know...
Yet I know nothing...
COMMENTS
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Sinora
19:28 Feb 07 2009
I'm sorry for your loss *hugs*.
Vladmir
04:20 Feb 08 2009
my heart goes out to you ... I remember my mom's death less than a year ago so I have a very good idea of what you are going through ... and remember if you need an ear to bend I am here.